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You may or may not have a hard time believing this, but, I had a defeatist message all typed up and ready to submit to a thread in the GD forum where I was going to work on a pic. I was just going to give up and split for a while. But then I got to thinking, hey .. wait .. that's the depression surge from the withdrawl, so I held off, but just barely, I came very close to submitting it because it's hard to realize that you're acting irrationally at the time, because you really feel you're doing the proper thing, when in reality, you're not at all.