What are you thinking at the moment?

[jabo]

What else is there to think about except for what happened this weekend... it is so nice to get away from the city every once in a while, even though 3 days out of town with friends and workmates is not enough, its still a great chance to relax and have fun... wish it can happen again soon..

with all of those happiness I kinda forgot that some things will have to change now. I wonder, who am I going to drink beer now? Who am I going to play pool, party and do stupid and crazy stuffs now that the old parrot will be taken (not for granted-i know so) by another ship...

mmmm, ships, now I'm comparing people to ships. why not, ships are beautiful and almost every time that a ship set sails, it brings back with it stories from people on board. kinda reminded me of the movie Titanic, pretty awesome, I still watch it when they play it on either Star Movies (or is it HBO?)... kinda liked the story... the girl was in high places, superior in so many ways and the boy was just a regular bloke trying to get from one place to another... just like Nothing Hill, the girl is popular and the dude is just an average Joe...

Julia Roberts:I'm only just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her...

I just have to think about why in the world do we have to wait for an epiphany before we take that jump in between two ships or get Spike to block traffic and pretend your a reporter to be able to tell her that there is this endearingly profound feeling you have with her that makes it remotely impossible for you to survive this world with her by your side... why do there have to be something tragic with this stories? yet it makes it more romantic...

although I wouldn't have those movies end in any other way, I just had to wonder, what if Rose didn't jumped back for Jack, would he have lived??? o well, I guess its not always a happy story for everyone, but it doesn't mean that its not a happy ending...

My Sassy Girl:Destiny is building a bridge of chance for the one you love

is it just serendipity or just plain destiny that at some point, everything will just fall into place..

[regmac]

Originally Posted by Cricket

Hmmmmm... No one is thinking about anything today? What's up with that?

Hmmmm.. I think you've scared them good...

or this forum has become more important to their life that they can't spam it in any way anymore..

Getting weird lately.. All of a sudden, and for the first time I think, I thought if my current job is worthy to pursue.. (bored maybe..)

[technophobic]

thinking: another hellish week is coming my way.. I feel I'm gonna be sick again.. arrrgh!

[cheryljones]

thinking on how to get a good night sleep..

[liydjw3]

What I should eat around about now!

[darkangelknight]

i'm thinking about my future, my kids and my parents.....

[my_misyel]

Thinking of that offer that my uncle said to my mom, I love my place! I don't want to move somewhere else. Besides that house is so big, I can't maintain it all by myself unless it'll become a new hideout for party people... just kidding!

[spazman]

how long intell my coffee gets here

[FreeTheNoob]

Why am u the only 1 still in the student break area..?

[jabo]

Was just thinking about the chick flick that I have seen last night... Julia Roberts again (really liked her movies back then) and was that Richard Gere? The flick where they said

"I guarantee we'll have tough times, I guarantee that at some point one or both of us will want to get out. But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine. I'll regret it for the rest of my life, because I know in my heart, that you're the only one for me.

pretty huh, or too pretty? well anyways, the reason why I was thinking of that is because of another thought. change is happening and the things that do are not only physical stuffs and behaviors, it can also change some beliefs and point of views... at that time when mine actually does change, I may have to ask the same question asked in the quote to someone... "will you marry me?"... but for what reason? because its the only thing left to do? lets take a look at definitely, maybe

Will Hayes: Will you... um... marry me?
April: No. What do you mean, 'Will you, um, marry me?' I haven't seen you in weeks! You don't look happy or excited about the prospect of our marriage! You're asking me to give up my - my freedom, my joie de vivre for an institution that fails as often as it succeeds? And why should I marry you anyway? I mean, why do you wanna marry me? Besides some bourgeois desire to fulfill an ideal that society embeds in us from an early age to promote a consumer capitalist agenda?
Will Hayes: Oh! Oh, my God.
April: You should've got on your knee.
Will Hayes: Just shut up! Here - I wanna marry you because you're the first person I wanna look at when I wake up in the morning, and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw these hands, I couldn't imagine not being able to hold them. But mainly, when you love someone as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do. So, will you, um, marry me?
April: Definitely. Maybe.

mmmm, a change of answer and point of view cause of what? cause of 3 sentences that made everything alittle bit more romantic. mmmm, romance is it just like alcohol? does it makes our ability to decide well a little bit blurry?... its not that I'm against people getting married or anything I just cant seem to wonder why some asks the question, the other says yes yet they cant answer why... is that the reason why people are having what they call cold feet? getting nervous or something before the marriage and then different thoughts are coming out...

seven days from now, its going to be someone's birth day, and on the same day, that someone is going to get married, yet I have been asking myself the question for the last month that I have known of this event, "why am I the one with the cold feet thing?" (thats not actually cold feet or anything just nervous)...seriously, although I'm not a part of the ceremonies I'm nervous for it when I should be happy for the feast, considering the fact that I told her that I'm happy for her, and that I will still be right here, just here... just like noah..

Noah: My Dearest Allie. I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you. Noah.

a pretty neat way to sort of say good bye huh??? so what am I thinking about? is it about believing in marriage or just learning how to let go... I know that there are more than a million and one thing that I will never come to understand in this world but why not that very simple question. as change is inevitable, did my beliefs change for the past 7 years or did I just forget about it, and now, seven days before she gets married it all comes back?

I actually tried Googling all the weird stuffs and question in my head right now but there seems to be no answer at all, there is that little feeling on the left side of the chest thats killing me, it only goes away after an indefinite bottle of beer... now that really made me believe that people change, even though at times we say that "this is still me", cause when she asked me why did I not look for her I knew and I said that the man that I was with her back then is not the same man I see in the mirror, and I doubt that he will come back...for seven years people around me would ask if I still love her, I didn't know how to answer it then but now I do... I do love her, I always have, I love her enough to let her go and be with someone who can make her happy and make her feel loved.

people change cause they learn, we learn to dress a little differently, we learn to think and see views differently and there are things that we forget, just like this post, in a day or two, it will get buried and even me will forget about it, no one will know that there is such post, but at times, there are certain feelings that we never forget, although we cant, in anyways try to feel it again, we cant, but we remember, and even though how hard we change back to who we were to try to feel it again, so we cant. so we just move on as what people do. we wake up everyday hoping that someday, the pain we feel will go away.

trying to think about the last time I cried... it has been years but a tear fell today, but I know, in time, a smile will come out

[jimisan]

Should I give up my internet journey? Should I? Life is full of challenges. I'm not seeking to make millions! Is it really that hard to earn an extra income on the internet? Yuk, it's not interesting, it's dull.....full of bull****.

[Dylan55]

Dylan is sad... he think of something that hold his BOLS. According to his horoscope, its gonna be a messy week for his love life but in S-life, it was full of delicious surprise.

Think of something how can I create myself into enjoyment while my BOLS is crazy mad at me. Sadness deviates on myself but need to move on in order to gain the precious one. I hate being emo but I'm freaking EMO right now. Just like having 5 tons stone in my heart. Though, at the end of the day. I'm still in the mood of thinking positive. There's a brighter sun at the end of the night.

"Taxi Driver: The fare was already expensive.
Me: yes, actually the gasoline is still increasing.
Driver: There's a rough road ahead.
Me: The government is corrupt. They fund for that but the officials are corrupted the funds.
Driver: Sir, am I good to drive?
Me: Yes... you are mister.
Driver: She's beautiful.
Me: Who?
Driver: My passenger a while ago. But she immediately out of the cab and walk through.
Me: Connection? "why is he telling that"
Driver: You know sir. It was sad sometimes to face the reality.
Me: What reality are you telling about mister?
Driver: The reality of what am I facing right now as Driver is like love that a man like you is suffering now. Sir, the driver and the passenger will connect as lover and the vehicle, road, and gasoline is like the love. No matter how brand new the Taxi, How nice the road, and even your gas is full tank, when the passenger is wanted to go out of the car, you can't do nothing. Just trust into God almighty that someday that passenger will be your passenger again."

With this conversation with the driver. Now, i know that God is always the powerful almighty that I can depend on. I realize that maybe someday there's another way and another time that we can fulfill those memories of the past. The most important thing is the love that still in your hearts. Who knows, she will be my passenger again.

[my_misyel]

Thinking of my friend's gift. Am so excited to get it.

[Cricket]

Thinking about how important it is to remember to laugh every day and just enjoy the heck out of life . . .

[James-Volsh]

Thinking of how my life is about to be changed forever when she has the baby...

[BlackEyes]

Originally Posted by Cricket

Thinking about how important it is to remember to laugh every day and just enjoy the heck out of life . . .

You are right Cricket..You need to enjoy your life everyday, because no one know when will be their last day of breathing and the day they will be there
Life is short..

[technophobic]

Thinking: Eureka!! finally I can breathe easy. I never thought that a hellish day have a rest day.

[faye valentine]

Nothing in this world has your preferred ideal guy/girl, its just that we are liking someone because they fill what's nothing for us. and when you have someone, especially that you are living together is so much thrilling, fun, exciting, a new horizon that only you and your partner can make... at first!

How ruthless that in the long run, you undergo to an easy-peasy fight, (L.Q for a colloquial word/term ). How it teared your heart that in a simple misunderstandings, misconceptions.. though it could pissed you off sometimes, all you have to do is to adjust, "that's him, that's her". Accept! Accept! accept!

What if you're hurting, i mean, when the time comes that you wanna be alone, alone to think, alone to miss someone, alone to clear up his head to something inconsiderable thoughts that's in your head- your fear, your personality, your secrets- do you really need to be open to someone because the fact that you have a so called "commitment?".

Oh gees, how weird, to think of, commitment is really not complicated at all, its just the person who is holding that. Holding to survive, however, afraid to lose a grip that you don't wanna let go but by simply for awhile you have to.

[RichardNester]

Understanding the difference between I and myself...there is a difference.

[zaizaices8]

Thinking about Jabo's post.

If I have to choose between forgetting and getting over it. I'll have to go with getting over it. It doesn't mean you have to forget everything about somebody. Yes, I know it hurts so much to lose someone, just thinking about it makes me wanna cry. I can't even look at the things that makes me remember about them. But still, it's the easiest way than forgetting. Everytime you feel it, the hurt will still be there but at least you can cope with it... not now maybe someday. And besides, God must have some major plan for you. Maybe he/she is just another chapter in your life. I am thankful for those who I meet. I know God have set this meetings and not at random. People come and go in our lives and maybe changed us for the better.

For now, I am just doing all I can so that I wouldn't regret things later. All my life, I always regret that I didn't do the things I should've done. At least, I can say to myself that 'I've did my best'.